Tuesday, July 22, 2008

conveniency..sometimes.. when you wanna get a person, however, he/she is inconvenient..actually inconvenient is a normal situation.. but, however, in some situations, whereby when you call, there's the other someone next to the receiver, then it will be different case..then, everytime when u notice something is not right on the other side, u'll know what is happening..i thought i already immuned to that, but however, realised that i m not immune yet.. feelings still thr, loads of thoughts began to appears again, and i still mind...

haha, also dunno what am i talking..

well, initially, i give myself a 6 months time frame to solve some issue.. it started since march.. till now, think is going to be 6 months...however, i think the issue is not solved yet.. and there are still many things hanging..there are some things improving, some things remain unsolved...
but what friends said during the starting time were correct..the time frame of 6 months.. when it's going to end, i won't be able to let go..and things might continue going on.. haha.. remember that time, i said, i might be leaving if things not solved after 6 months..but, now... what can be done..

sometimes, i feel that it's even fake when you have to act like friends even though u r not friends..just something that i wouldn't understand.. what is the problem of letting ppl knows..if we are open, everything would be easier.. no need to hide, avoid this and that..the only main root cause... sigh... which is still remain unsolved..

can't do anything, but juz to keep accept..
can't do anything, but juz to keep telling myself to wait..
can't do anything, but juz to keep telling myself not to think...

well, i m trying to think on the good things.. the good time that had gone through...hopefully those able to support... :)

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