Wednesday, November 04, 2009

today surprisingly it's more calm to me.. yet in my heart, i miss him alot..
i msg him as usual.. to me i don't feel that i need to change anything..

but i worry something.. i worry to scare him of.. pressure to him.. what should i do ?
i miss him alot.. since can't meet also.. i wanted to ask him out tomorrow.. not sure if i should do that. ? just want to have a nice chat, and meet up with him.. coz i really miss him too much dy.. aih..

actually i know, no need to meet everyday, and i don't know how to say. no matter how many times he asked me, the answer will be the same.. yes, and suitable.. why always wanna push me away to other guy, and said something funny ...

my heart really pain.. i so worry i m pressuring him.. my usual msg like concerns, this n that caused burden to him? i just wish to hear from him only..

my birthday is coming oh.. how i wish i can celebrate it with him together.. if nothing ever happens, that'll be the way.. and really happy for it..

telling myself, listen to the God.. listen to it.. aih.. miss him alot.. T.T

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