Monday, January 18, 2010

well, dear you know i should be grateful that you letting me to meet up with your friends over the weekend..
i gotto know more about your stories, your olden days, your friends, and your schooling times.. =) that's great.. to understand better ! actually i really glad and feel happy de~ =)
there's something in my heart, which i don't know how to ask you..
i noticed you'd been hiding from me recently.. maybe not purposely or unintentionally..
i m getting to hate myself for being oversensitive, and suspicious..
you know, i noticed you deleted ur text, and you and her had been contacting almost everyday..
i cannot get a reason of what making a good frens contacting each other everyday... telling each other what're they doing ?
i really hate myself... and i know, you also won't explaining..
i really hope to get further explanation from your side... but since the last time, even for the close text, you oso not explaining anything...
am i doing anything wrong? or am i being too suspicious?

then, sometimes you treat me better abit.. which makes me used that to comfort and convince myself for not simply think.. i m hoping to have a better in our r/ship...
im hoping that our r/ship could be better and better, and things turns out smoothly...
am i desire it too much ? or i already missed out something ?

hmmm.. my feelings towards you are so strong.. but i know, yours already slowly turns down...
dear, im trying very hard, to be together with you... you know, you tell me you're simple, but i noticed you're more complicated than you think of.. coz you'll never reveal your feelings n thinking to me..

anyway, i just felt glad and grateful that i'd the 1st time experience .. together over the weekend... i do not know how much time do i have in future.. but just hope things could get better.... i hope i don't annoying you too much...

when my heart missing you, you might not missing me...
the insecure feeling getting stronger.. as u hav been hiding me something... :( how to cure it.. i so worry to confront all these infront of you.. sigh.. =( i just don't want to corrupt our r/ship...

hmm, just hope to let you know how much i do care n concern bout you.. and how much i precious on our r/ship..


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