Monday, February 22, 2010

hmmm.. i always think back our moments, the sweet ones and unhappy ones...
do you ever think back of our moments....
u know i have many of your emails.. i read back...
it's just not long ago that i visited u when you were in oversea..
it's just not long ago that you written nice and sweet letter to me...
it's just not long ago that you told me, you want to bring me back and let your parent to know me, because i m ur love ones.. u want them to know the person you love..
its just not long ago .... it seems everything is so near and clear.... passing not long ago...
until now i still don't understand, why things changed fast...
i really hope things could go back to the beginning point..
well, im not sure how strong am i to you, maybe you could think that i m a strong gal who can take things easily... yeah, maybe i acted that infront of everyone. in fact, im deeply pain.. sometimes even going to get crazy alone..
why is that so complicated in us.. that's just simple. but i dont know why it turns out to be complicated..
just few months, things changed so fast.. i always asking myself why and why and why!!
why it would turn into this bad situation ... i really don't understand.. i gave time for you to adapt.. the environment, the surroundings.. but things goes worse...
=( you know.. i even have to see why you treating friends even better than me...
why you talking to them, even better than talking to me...
maybe i m not good in talking.. T.T or maybe i m not considerate enough.. or maybe i m not understanding enough.. or maybe i m too stupid to understand what you talk ...
silly me...
my heart is bond ... sigh, but ntg i can do...
唯有。。爱你，绝口不提！无论多难，也会笑脸迎面。。

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